Tuesday 14 April 2009

Confusion...


Sometimes that picture in your mind that seemed so clear, sharp and colorful, and you were proud to call it your 'purpose' begins to change. Colors slowly fading without warning and some kind of mist emerges from nowhere. Pangs of insecurity creep within your actions..... and you get busy: the cover up. You mesmerize yourself with more and more thing to do till one night, perhaps, lying in bed unable to fade gently into sleep, you realize that you are confused and apparently aimless. You seem to have lost power. You have many 'things' and you are super engaged with life and yet ... the story is familiar.  
That 'purpose' WAS your power. That purpose didn't belong to 'deeds or things': that purpose was the motivation to live and express the reality of your soul. 
Don't fear confusion, just trust the sun to be always there even if, sometimes, obscured by clouds. 
Your purpose is your birthright being the 'engine under the bonnet' that motivates your desire to live.
(((((omshanti)))))

4 comments:

  1. Very unique blog.
    Fantastic presentation and
    great pictures. Wow....

    I like your blog.

    Please visit:
    http://heaven-view.blogspot.com

    Keep blogging.
    Good luck.

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  2. This makes a lot of sense to me - thanks..

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  3. Love the picture! and the blog!
    The image is a real beauty
    L x

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  4. Thanks for reminding me about confusion. That the feeling of aimlessness is very likely, confusion, could be a phase of transisson. So what you do when you are confused, you get scared and look for comfort, in the familiar. The challenge is to be open to the new moment even in confused time.

    Thanks for sharing your thoughts in all these spaces, Fausto!
    Camilla

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